December 2010
Love. A four letter word that can mean the world.
November 2010
He called me “b” again. Like when we were dating…. Were not getting back for a while. Unfortunately.
How do I get you alone?
Life
I want to do something with my life right now as I am a 15 year old girl. I want to Model.
Sing.
Maybe even Dance.
Soo I’m think of joining the Diversity Performing Arts Club of Calgary
And maybe Rip the Runway ‘11 (if there even is one)
I just wanna perform and model actually.
I hate when I talk to my Mom...
And she’s screaming like…
And I’m just sitting there listening like…
Then she says I have an attitude…
And I’m like…
Then she tries to hit me like…
And I’m tryna dodge em’ like…
And she’s still hittin’ me like…
And through the hits I’m like…
And I try to play hurt like…
Then she leaves… and I’m like…
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I can sorta relate.
I feel like such a retard. I shouldn’t even have asked you if u wanted to go with me. I shouldn’t have even thought you liked me. Sigh. =( Cause it’s obvious you don’t. Maybe it seems like I like Him. I don’t we are just like good friends he’s like my older brother. Wow. I just feel like crying. I just wish you would at least text me. Or reply to my damn texts....
I’m not going to beg for your love.
Truth
Sadly, to tell you the truth when I’m with him. I’m not thinking about you.
Vunerable
I felt so weak today. I cried twice today. The worst part is I cried in front of people. My friends. I just never want people to see me that way.
Wires
You got tears, making tracks
I got tears, that are scared of the facts
Running, down corridors through, automatic doors
Got to get to you, got to see this through
I see hope is here, in a plastic box
I’ve seen christmas lights, reflect in your eyes
